Just live your life

these last two months for me have been fucked up so now that i am out of that funk. i am going to try to reenroll if i can not i am goin to plan b, but until then i am going to enjoy the holidays and enjoy my family and try to go into 2012 with a lot of positive energy. i am about to cut out some old habits and start sitting down and listening more

i hate my car

i blew my engine on my vehicle for the seocnd time. wow, and the lions lost sunday to a team we embarassed on monday night football. and amongst that my personal laptop was stolen and i can not find my flash drive. i am hungry as heck! i really need to eat i am starting to feel dizzy. amongst all of those things i have written a rhetorical analysis and i do not think i wrote it correctly which means more work for Terry! yay! and i thought life was easy. it is if you have a support system i am like the team of me. have you ever seen welcome home, roscoe jenkins i feel like martin lawrence's character. sheesh, and to think i have a demonstration speech thursday A+ in the bag baby and thats the only thing i feel good about. so that's the end of my blog baby.

getting into the feel of things

i am just going through alot. alot of things in my life are changing and i hope for the better. i need to get my hair twisted and i am ready to look for a job. that is all!

Missed fourty points

mane i missed fourty points today, well over the weekend and i care but what can i do. i plan on writing an exceptional paper. but, i do not know how to cite my work correctly and i have no altenate sources with whom to compare or contrast the speech. which is not important because it is not a persuasive speech. it is a rhetorical analysis which i know nothing about. i am a visual learner with new information i have to seen how it is done and how it works. then i can apply the concept myself

start blogging

i'm blogging, and i was just informed that i take ten minute bathroom breaks. i did not know that? and it doesnt take ten minutes to use the bathroom so i dont know what i be doing. i am so ready to start my paper, i am going to attack this next assignment i have a pack of coronas in the fridge and i have a prescription from my doctor. and i am ready to do my paper i want to at least get a A+ on this paper. i like blogging and i hate not eating and i love being me today started out shitty but it's recovered to be pretty swell.

im here!!!!!

well this week can you give me a pat on the back for making it to all my classes. yes, i am at least making it to class on time. and i have the okay from the math teacher to get reinstated by the teacher. so i can get back to regular programmed scheduling. i have a speak due tuesday, and its going to be on medicinal marijuana and i think that is a great topic because everyone is so misinformed about marijuana and how it helps. no one really thinks of marijuana as a medcinal drug yet doctors prescribe narcotics daily. enough of that talk i met a friend this past weekend and she has been showing me a lot of attention even though she knows im involved with someone. hey you only live once right?

if i could restart this week...

well maybe the last two weeks, and to think my instructor dropped me in the second week wtf!!!! im so pissed right now, and on top of that my laptop crashed...at the best time too. while i was finishing my final draft for the class i am blogging in. how you get dropped from and algebra class you should've just tested out of. i swear seven more weeks and i might just go to disneyland. i seriously dont know why i was dropped from a class that i can do the work at anytime from any cpu. and it is not my fault we only meet one time a week. in retrospect how much do you think a person can learn if their only with the instructor 3 hours and fifty mins a week. wow!!!!

i am not a college students

dates and schedules, cramming or studying groups or independent. sheesh my head is spinning. for some reason i am glad that i dont not smoke cigarettes. anyway, i have new found respect for my classmates. and i am just through wit all this. i am hungry. i love to watch the stars, move across the sky i mean i like to way us move and the different views.  i am excited about my life. i am not into fighting. i am a lover. what is brazilian jujitsu? i like to make music, i have fought...boxing more street boxing than anything. i need to start checking people blogs like now...

first two weeks

i have slacked big time, been going through some bs and i have been just dealing with things on my own time. cant even blog right now ....AHHHHHHJHH!!!!!

life as a college student

if you dont do your homework as soon as you leave the class that your in your eff'd. being a college student is almost like a job. except without pay, but you are required to be at a destination and you are obligated to excel or you will be held accountable for the things you did not do. like tonite i have an essay and i have to read  and response to a story thats due thursday. sheesh, now back to my life where i am looking for work. finding a way to pay my bills and somehow be a boyfriend and where is my free time? oh yea, its right before i close my eyes to wake up for more schooling. and i am doing all of this and i have not decided what i am going to school for. by the way the lions are undefeated through four weeks of football and i can barely do homework on the weekend do to me wanting to have a life. but right now my life consist of the grind of school, meeting deadlines and being prepared for class. have i had a single bite to eat today? no! and life is going to be like this until i graduated. or at least find out what i want to go to school for. and right now it's looking like i dont want to go to school at all. i'd rather work in HVAC like my degree says i should. but to no avail i am looking rigorously and i keep coming up short.but i am extremely optimistic about my situation. and i know that it can only get better for me. and i wake up smiling and the sun is always shining on me in the morning. mainly because my room faces the east where the sun just happens to rise. hey didn't they say that jesus would come from the east? i find that very ironic! i have this theory that the story of jesus and the twelve disciples is actually about the sun and the twelve zodiac and here's why i think so... he is never with the entire twelve disciples at anyone time except for the last supper. just a little something to think about while your alone or at sunday school. so much of the knowledge we have is what someone else told us or some sort of oral tradition we have gotten away from proving or explaining  the world around us. we do just find with dedicating soemone to do that for us. which is extremely sad and one reason why som people will never use one hundred percent of their mind. i want to be able to do so and i want to be able to do so soon.

I can get really crazy...

i like to make music, preferably hip hop i like to use wrongs and rhyme and flow. with rhythm i use to listen to nas when i was young so i gto into lyrics and lyricist and how they put together words so cleverly. it excites my mind i immediately began writing around the fifth grade recording songs that ui wrote on a karoke machine. when i got in high school i use to only rap to women so most of my songs were kinky but i got better at putting words together to mean something in a witty way. i found out what a simile was and a metaphor and the difference thereof. and i ran with it. now i have recorded anywhere from two hundred to four hundred songs over the last two years. and have been looking for a manager to help me promote my solo career as a music composer. its hard work but i think it will pay off because i make really good music. i have posted a link to some of my freestyle on youtube hope you enjoy!http://youtu.be/RCkVcWXs6Q4

First Blog...what should i say?

i decided to start a blog today. kinda, sorta... i think i will just brag for a second. i am a taurus i am very into astrology and astronomy and zodiac and things of that nature. i am not religious at all. i am however, very spiritual. i do not mean spookisms like ghost and ghouls. but more like metaphysical. i do not want to go to far because some people do not know what mataphysics is hell let's be honest. most people don not know what physics is. okay i played basketball until 2006 when i ruptured a disc is my lower lumbar spine. very painful but i am healed and i have decided that the universe did not see as a basketball player. i have a beautiful mind i amaze myself in the ways that i think about the world. i use to be so closed minded but due to divine invention i can now see the world clearer than i once did. i'm athletic built 6'7 235 and i like to play sports just recreational though because of my injury years ago. i practice meditation and i study tantra ha who knows what that is i also study numerology. and im just a weird twenty six year who cares only for perfection and progression. peace and love from sirius im out two fingers!