start blogging

i'm blogging, and i was just informed that i take ten minute bathroom breaks. i did not know that? and it doesnt take ten minutes to use the bathroom so i dont know what i be doing. i am so ready to start my paper, i am going to attack this next assignment i have a pack of coronas in the fridge and i have a prescription from my doctor. and i am ready to do my paper i want to at least get a A+ on this paper. i like blogging and i hate not eating and i love being me today started out shitty but it's recovered to be pretty swell.

im here!!!!!

well this week can you give me a pat on the back for making it to all my classes. yes, i am at least making it to class on time. and i have the okay from the math teacher to get reinstated by the teacher. so i can get back to regular programmed scheduling. i have a speak due tuesday, and its going to be on medicinal marijuana and i think that is a great topic because everyone is so misinformed about marijuana and how it helps. no one really thinks of marijuana as a medcinal drug yet doctors prescribe narcotics daily. enough of that talk i met a friend this past weekend and she has been showing me a lot of attention even though she knows im involved with someone. hey you only live once right?

if i could restart this week...

well maybe the last two weeks, and to think my instructor dropped me in the second week wtf!!!! im so pissed right now, and on top of that my laptop crashed...at the best time too. while i was finishing my final draft for the class i am blogging in. how you get dropped from and algebra class you should've just tested out of. i swear seven more weeks and i might just go to disneyland. i seriously dont know why i was dropped from a class that i can do the work at anytime from any cpu. and it is not my fault we only meet one time a week. in retrospect how much do you think a person can learn if their only with the instructor 3 hours and fifty mins a week. wow!!!!

i am not a college students

dates and schedules, cramming or studying groups or independent. sheesh my head is spinning. for some reason i am glad that i dont not smoke cigarettes. anyway, i have new found respect for my classmates. and i am just through wit all this. i am hungry. i love to watch the stars, move across the sky i mean i like to way us move and the different views.  i am excited about my life. i am not into fighting. i am a lover. what is brazilian jujitsu? i like to make music, i have fought...boxing more street boxing than anything. i need to start checking people blogs like now...

first two weeks

i have slacked big time, been going through some bs and i have been just dealing with things on my own time. cant even blog right now ....AHHHHHHJHH!!!!!

life as a college student

if you dont do your homework as soon as you leave the class that your in your eff'd. being a college student is almost like a job. except without pay, but you are required to be at a destination and you are obligated to excel or you will be held accountable for the things you did not do. like tonite i have an essay and i have to read  and response to a story thats due thursday. sheesh, now back to my life where i am looking for work. finding a way to pay my bills and somehow be a boyfriend and where is my free time? oh yea, its right before i close my eyes to wake up for more schooling. and i am doing all of this and i have not decided what i am going to school for. by the way the lions are undefeated through four weeks of football and i can barely do homework on the weekend do to me wanting to have a life. but right now my life consist of the grind of school, meeting deadlines and being prepared for class. have i had a single bite to eat today? no! and life is going to be like this until i graduated. or at least find out what i want to go to school for. and right now it's looking like i dont want to go to school at all. i'd rather work in HVAC like my degree says i should. but to no avail i am looking rigorously and i keep coming up short.but i am extremely optimistic about my situation. and i know that it can only get better for me. and i wake up smiling and the sun is always shining on me in the morning. mainly because my room faces the east where the sun just happens to rise. hey didn't they say that jesus would come from the east? i find that very ironic! i have this theory that the story of jesus and the twelve disciples is actually about the sun and the twelve zodiac and here's why i think so... he is never with the entire twelve disciples at anyone time except for the last supper. just a little something to think about while your alone or at sunday school. so much of the knowledge we have is what someone else told us or some sort of oral tradition we have gotten away from proving or explaining  the world around us. we do just find with dedicating soemone to do that for us. which is extremely sad and one reason why som people will never use one hundred percent of their mind. i want to be able to do so and i want to be able to do so soon.